The relief and release after final exams. But do you know what it's like to turn heads on the street? What it's like when your long term crush (yes, even til now) looks at you with new eyes? When half the people you know don't recognise you? Time and situation conspired against us, that much we agree on.

But dangling things in front of me, just to make sure I'd call you back? That was the final straw.

Even then, you're right and I do feel guilty.

Not.