Thursday, May 15, 2003

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i find that i have to do that alot now. let me tell you this, i have a high tolerance level for annoying people. i have lived with 3 of the most annoying people in the world for 14 years.

you may not know it, but i have had up to there *indicates somewhere above head* with you. stop it. just fucking stop it. not one day passes do i not have to endure an annoying self absorbed inane comment from you, you speak like it's a crime that i don't fit into YOUR world. i have to tailor my life around YOURS, i have to do things that suit YOU, i have to listen to how YOUR day went, you don't give a damn about the things I do or the things I'M passionate about. you insult the people i love and care about, you never miss a chance to put me down, rub my face in the ground and always create an opportunity for yourself to annoy me. when you do, you gloat about it.

sometimes i think that if i died tomorrow, you'd complain how difficult it is to get to the funeral and how out of that way it is for YOU. and if you do get there, you’ll look all remorse and sad, just because it's good for YOUR image and 'cos that's one less person for YOU to annoy.

why i don't react? because im not supposed to. as much as i would like to retaliate, i'd get into trouble. i'd probably get grounded and have no pocket money till im 20.

i hate the way you give me that smug look when you prove that YOU'RE right. you singapore bred princess, you think that YOUR views are the only right ones, everyone else is wrong, everyone else has been brought up the wrong way. anyone who tries to argue with you gets a tongue lashing because you're so bloody-minded. you damn well know that some of the things you do irritate the hell outta ME yet do still do it 'cos it's fun for YOU.

do you realise i don’t gave a damn about you or our relationship anymore? im sick of doing what YOU want, sick of being lectured about the so-called ‘immoral’ things i do.

back off. i’ll be afraid if you don’t. im afraid of the things i’d do, for i do not know what they are.

to whoever’s reading this: remember- i don’t have an attitude problem, you have a perception problem.