sigh
whoever saw the last entry, the one abt me classmates, sorrie abt that, think i sounded really bitchy yeah? well, s'not as if many pple saw it lah, but just for reference...
anyway, i've just realized how many different pple there are out there in the world. those who'd do anything for money, attention or even love. when i really analyze my friends, i see so many random charateristics, selfishness, kindness, self absorbtion, reasonableness and the popular one, plain bitchiness.
right, you may think it's really weird, the fact that im talking abt this. let me explain meself, i got into, lets say, a tangle the couple last days.lets not go there, but anyway, i had these long talks with a couple of my friends and we were talking abt several pple. call it gossiping, i don't care, but i guess it really opened my eyes. i noe that different pple act differently in the same situation but i've never really thought why. let me give an example, hmm... lets say that you've got a friend who was angry at you, then after that she says she was faking it. well, pple like me would just dismiss it, only relieved that she isn't actually angry. i'd do anything to preserve peace, that's why when pple come to me with problems, what i normally say is sit down and talk abt it. no need to go ard fighting with each other, who wants to do that? but see, that's just me. other pple may be angry, pissed or just plain can't stand that person. it really all depends on what kind of person you are, what you believe in and i think, most importantly, how you're brought up. this is probably the reason fights occur with the pple i noe, they have such colourful personalities. im not trying to be sarcastic or anything, really! and then the 2 parties fighting never bother to sit down and talk abt it, or just don't dare. that's when i poke my nose in and say, hey stop being stupid. most of my advice i freely dispense, and i think it's pretty good. the only problem is, i never seem to be able to solve me own problems. me dad says that it's the human condition, so at least i noe im normal lah.
right, no idea why i just wrote that. that pretty much is what this blog is for anyway, glad i wrote it.
aargh
Wednesday, August 28, 2002
hey, thanks to me sister for that, if ya wanna take the quiz (please do) just click on the picture
Friday, August 02, 2002
okie, a little abt me... ya noe those retarded quizes ya get in ur mail frm ur retarded friends? yeah, i did one...
1. what is your full name? Ho Limin Gloria Sarah
2. backstreet Boys or nsync? erm, nc
3. pepsi or coke? coke, oh yeah!
4. what color pants do u have on right know? t-shirt and shorts
5. what song are u listening to right know? erm, the crows screaming outside?
6. what was the last thing u said? im talking on the phone right now to deb...
7. what is right next to u? sister's organizer
8. what is your computer desk made of? proberly medium density fibre chipboard
9. what are the last four digits of your phone number? erm, why would ya wanna noe if it's just the last four?!
10. what was the last thing u ate? erm, i'm chewing gum, does that count?
11. if u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? multi-coloured!
12. where do u want to go on your honeymoon? what makes you think im not a female spider?
13. who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? my books
14. do u have a lava lamp? i don't even think i own a normal one
15. do u like snow, sun or rain? hail can?
16. how is the weather right now? just going to rain i think
17. have u ever smoked pot? why? it's harmless what
18. what did u do last night? watch tv till one, read terry prachett and neil gaiman's good omens
19. last person u talked to on the phone? talking to deb right now
20. what's the nicest thing that u find in the opposite sex? erm...
21. what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? if it's a he or she in the first place?
22. who do u admire most? hmm... certain pple would noe this...
23. how are u today? not v. gd mood, just found out i'll have to get me tooth extacted next month, and the three days im free this month have been taken up
24. how do u eat an Oreo? chuck it in my mouth
25. who makes u happy? not having any bloody work to do
26. fave CD? haven't got a fav...
26b. what's the next CD you're gonna get? ronan keating's destination?
27. dream date? erm, i haven't the faintest clue
28. hair color? black. no arguements there
29. birthdate? i share it with john williams! yay!
30. eye color? black
31. height? short, that's all ya need to noe
32. do u wear contacts? thinking of getting some
33. siblings and their ages? victoria 19 (pple have mistaken her for my mother)
34. who do u consider your close friends? jamie, jenny, clarissa, deb, amanda
35. what do u like to do? sleep? eat? breathe? read lah
36. what's the best advice given to u? trust is very impt
36b. dream car? got car can already
37. have u ever won any special awards? erm, not that i recall
38. what do u want to be when u grow up? archaeologist? nice but not that practical
39. what are your future goals? well, to pass me sec 2 end yr exams mebe?
40. fave music? aloooott, most things by john williams and howard shore
41. fave food? erm, spagetti?
42. who is the funniest person u know? me sis, she's really crappy, but she tells me i shd meet her friends...
43. fave movies? none for now
44. fave day of the year? any day i don't have to study
45. fave month? erm, june? december?
46. fave girls perfume? nope
47. fave men's cologne? nope, how shd i noe?
48. do u like to dance? noooooo, once i had this nightmare abt me in dance club, woke up screaming
49. fave name brand? not v. brand conscious, but giodano's good, very durable
50. if u could change your name what would it be? Ceinwen
51. worst sickness u ever had? erm, when i puked 8 times in one night
52. have u ever been in love? love? more like lust
53. what is the stupidest thing u ever done? ho ho, quite a few dumb things i've done...
54. what is your first son's name going to be? how the hell shd i noe?
55. what is your first daughter's name going to be? i don't wanna get married!!
56. do u like scary or happy movies better? comedy's the best
57. on the phone or in person? erm, on the net?
58. day or night? evening
59. summer or winter? autum
60. lust or love? LuSt...
61. hugs or kisses? erm, snogs?
62. if u could change one thing about yourself, what wld it be? hmm... rather not say
63. what did u think of this survey? dumb, only doing it cos me sis made me
*~*ABOUT YOU*~*
**shoe Size? 6?
**Do you care about the way you look? more or less
**Do you get a tan only in summer? if only
**Do you have big ears? do i?
**Do you have contacts or glasses? glasses, which got smashed during P.E one day
**Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? oh, mebe if im 20?
*~*ARE YOU A*~*
**Class Clown: don't think so...
**Goodie 2 Shoes: erm
**Daydreamer: yeah, kinda, sitting at the back, hard not to
**Angel: *puke*
**Nerd: sorta
*~*HAVE YOU EVER*~*
**Gotten in a car accident? that wld be nice
**Hiked a mountain? i'd proberly die halfway
*~*IN THE PAST WEEK, HAVE YOU*~*
**Cried? nope
**Not known the answer in class? yeah, but only for bloody lit...
**Cut your hair? why wld i want to? only just cut what
**Worn a skirt? is the uniform counted?
**Worn a tie? not since 2 yrs ago
**Been mean? oh yeah
**Been sarcastic? oh wow, this survey's reaaaaallly short ain't it?
**Gone for a walk? yeah, up the wall frm my sister's crazy obsessions.. don't ask...
**Gone out for dinner? nope, i eat at home most of the time
**Met someone new? is getting to noe pple better counted?
**Said "I love you"? no, but i hate you
**Taken a test? *smacks head*
**Missed someone? definetly
**Fought with your parents? not really
**Showered? *bangs head*
**What are you wearing right now? shorts and t-shirt
**Are you lonely? no, just hot, fan spoilt dammit
**Are you hungry? eating a currypuff
**Are you talking to someone online? no one's online :(
**What do you feel about the Ouija board? avoid like hell
**Worst feeling in the world: when i forget to do an impt piece of work that's gotta be handed up tmr...
**Best feeling in the world: after the exams!
**Are you a health freak? well, me mom is, but im not so much like her
~~~~***~The PAST Side~***~~~~
**Memory [thing] you miss most? my damn neopets account, can't bloody log in frm my home computer...
**Thing u regretted doing after u did it? cut my damn hair when it was so nice and long
~~~~***~Favorites~***~~~~
**Type of soup: whatever's chunky
**TV Show: freakylinks!! too bad it ended
**Movie: none lah
*Song: ronan's if tmr nv comes (also psyching myself to like the songs im supposesd to play for band also...)
**Coffee or hot chocolate? mug of ice for me please
**Big or little? minute? how shd i noe?!
**Red or blue? aquamarine
**New or old? worn
**Jeans or cords? berms
**Pencil or pen? marker... no lah, proberly pencil
**T-shirt or tank top? shirt
**Skirt or dress? ack, gimme pants anytime
**Wool or cotton? cotton for me in this blasted hot weather
**Rose or Lily? erm, sunflowers, ya noe the ones frm the one dollar shop?
**Private school or public school? as long as there are insane pple im fine wherever
**Celsius or Fahrenheit? man, i don't even noe how to spell farenheight
**Spring or fall? winter, nice contrast to this humidity
**History or science? geography
**Who are your friends? quite a few, jenny, jamie, deb, clarissa, amanda
**Do you have a best friend? really good friends yeah
**Who do you hang out with the most? the pple metioned above
**Who do you go to for advice? sis, (who normally thinks smelling bol bol will solve everything)
**Who do you cry with/to? cry in bed, v comfortable, eventually ya'll fall asleep
**Do you ever dance around naked? yeah, when i was 3
HAVE YOU EVER:
**Run away from cops? can i try?
**Followed your crush around? ah.
~~Random Questions~~
**What is the photograph nearest you right now? sister's prom nite with friend
**Do you make fun of people? bit duh is'nt it?
**Favorite ice cream flavor? raspberry ripple
**Have you ever experimented with drugs? after what the school has been drilling into our heads? sheesh
**Have you ever eaten crayons? why not? aren't they non-toxic?
aargh
1. what is your full name? Ho Limin Gloria Sarah
2. backstreet Boys or nsync? erm, nc
3. pepsi or coke? coke, oh yeah!
4. what color pants do u have on right know? t-shirt and shorts
5. what song are u listening to right know? erm, the crows screaming outside?
6. what was the last thing u said? im talking on the phone right now to deb...
7. what is right next to u? sister's organizer
8. what is your computer desk made of? proberly medium density fibre chipboard
9. what are the last four digits of your phone number? erm, why would ya wanna noe if it's just the last four?!
10. what was the last thing u ate? erm, i'm chewing gum, does that count?
11. if u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? multi-coloured!
12. where do u want to go on your honeymoon? what makes you think im not a female spider?
13. who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? my books
14. do u have a lava lamp? i don't even think i own a normal one
15. do u like snow, sun or rain? hail can?
16. how is the weather right now? just going to rain i think
17. have u ever smoked pot? why? it's harmless what
18. what did u do last night? watch tv till one, read terry prachett and neil gaiman's good omens
19. last person u talked to on the phone? talking to deb right now
20. what's the nicest thing that u find in the opposite sex? erm...
21. what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? if it's a he or she in the first place?
22. who do u admire most? hmm... certain pple would noe this...
23. how are u today? not v. gd mood, just found out i'll have to get me tooth extacted next month, and the three days im free this month have been taken up
24. how do u eat an Oreo? chuck it in my mouth
25. who makes u happy? not having any bloody work to do
26. fave CD? haven't got a fav...
26b. what's the next CD you're gonna get? ronan keating's destination?
27. dream date? erm, i haven't the faintest clue
28. hair color? black. no arguements there
29. birthdate? i share it with john williams! yay!
30. eye color? black
31. height? short, that's all ya need to noe
32. do u wear contacts? thinking of getting some
33. siblings and their ages? victoria 19 (pple have mistaken her for my mother)
34. who do u consider your close friends? jamie, jenny, clarissa, deb, amanda
35. what do u like to do? sleep? eat? breathe? read lah
36. what's the best advice given to u? trust is very impt
36b. dream car? got car can already
37. have u ever won any special awards? erm, not that i recall
38. what do u want to be when u grow up? archaeologist? nice but not that practical
39. what are your future goals? well, to pass me sec 2 end yr exams mebe?
40. fave music? aloooott, most things by john williams and howard shore
41. fave food? erm, spagetti?
42. who is the funniest person u know? me sis, she's really crappy, but she tells me i shd meet her friends...
43. fave movies? none for now
44. fave day of the year? any day i don't have to study
45. fave month? erm, june? december?
46. fave girls perfume? nope
47. fave men's cologne? nope, how shd i noe?
48. do u like to dance? noooooo, once i had this nightmare abt me in dance club, woke up screaming
49. fave name brand? not v. brand conscious, but giodano's good, very durable
50. if u could change your name what would it be? Ceinwen
51. worst sickness u ever had? erm, when i puked 8 times in one night
52. have u ever been in love? love? more like lust
53. what is the stupidest thing u ever done? ho ho, quite a few dumb things i've done...
54. what is your first son's name going to be? how the hell shd i noe?
55. what is your first daughter's name going to be? i don't wanna get married!!
56. do u like scary or happy movies better? comedy's the best
57. on the phone or in person? erm, on the net?
58. day or night? evening
59. summer or winter? autum
60. lust or love? LuSt...
61. hugs or kisses? erm, snogs?
62. if u could change one thing about yourself, what wld it be? hmm... rather not say
63. what did u think of this survey? dumb, only doing it cos me sis made me
*~*ABOUT YOU*~*
**shoe Size? 6?
**Do you care about the way you look? more or less
**Do you get a tan only in summer? if only
**Do you have big ears? do i?
**Do you have contacts or glasses? glasses, which got smashed during P.E one day
**Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? oh, mebe if im 20?
*~*ARE YOU A*~*
**Class Clown: don't think so...
**Goodie 2 Shoes: erm
**Daydreamer: yeah, kinda, sitting at the back, hard not to
**Angel: *puke*
**Nerd: sorta
*~*HAVE YOU EVER*~*
**Gotten in a car accident? that wld be nice
**Hiked a mountain? i'd proberly die halfway
*~*IN THE PAST WEEK, HAVE YOU*~*
**Cried? nope
**Not known the answer in class? yeah, but only for bloody lit...
**Cut your hair? why wld i want to? only just cut what
**Worn a skirt? is the uniform counted?
**Worn a tie? not since 2 yrs ago
**Been mean? oh yeah
**Been sarcastic? oh wow, this survey's reaaaaallly short ain't it?
**Gone for a walk? yeah, up the wall frm my sister's crazy obsessions.. don't ask...
**Gone out for dinner? nope, i eat at home most of the time
**Met someone new? is getting to noe pple better counted?
**Said "I love you"? no, but i hate you
**Taken a test? *smacks head*
**Missed someone? definetly
**Fought with your parents? not really
**Showered? *bangs head*
**What are you wearing right now? shorts and t-shirt
**Are you lonely? no, just hot, fan spoilt dammit
**Are you hungry? eating a currypuff
**Are you talking to someone online? no one's online :(
**What do you feel about the Ouija board? avoid like hell
**Worst feeling in the world: when i forget to do an impt piece of work that's gotta be handed up tmr...
**Best feeling in the world: after the exams!
**Are you a health freak? well, me mom is, but im not so much like her
~~~~***~The PAST Side~***~~~~
**Memory [thing] you miss most? my damn neopets account, can't bloody log in frm my home computer...
**Thing u regretted doing after u did it? cut my damn hair when it was so nice and long
~~~~***~Favorites~***~~~~
**Type of soup: whatever's chunky
**TV Show: freakylinks!! too bad it ended
**Movie: none lah
*Song: ronan's if tmr nv comes (also psyching myself to like the songs im supposesd to play for band also...)
**Coffee or hot chocolate? mug of ice for me please
**Big or little? minute? how shd i noe?!
**Red or blue? aquamarine
**New or old? worn
**Jeans or cords? berms
**Pencil or pen? marker... no lah, proberly pencil
**T-shirt or tank top? shirt
**Skirt or dress? ack, gimme pants anytime
**Wool or cotton? cotton for me in this blasted hot weather
**Rose or Lily? erm, sunflowers, ya noe the ones frm the one dollar shop?
**Private school or public school? as long as there are insane pple im fine wherever
**Celsius or Fahrenheit? man, i don't even noe how to spell farenheight
**Spring or fall? winter, nice contrast to this humidity
**History or science? geography
**Who are your friends? quite a few, jenny, jamie, deb, clarissa, amanda
**Do you have a best friend? really good friends yeah
**Who do you hang out with the most? the pple metioned above
**Who do you go to for advice? sis, (who normally thinks smelling bol bol will solve everything)
**Who do you cry with/to? cry in bed, v comfortable, eventually ya'll fall asleep
**Do you ever dance around naked? yeah, when i was 3
HAVE YOU EVER:
**Run away from cops? can i try?
**Followed your crush around? ah.
~~Random Questions~~
**What is the photograph nearest you right now? sister's prom nite with friend
**Do you make fun of people? bit duh is'nt it?
**Favorite ice cream flavor? raspberry ripple
**Have you ever experimented with drugs? after what the school has been drilling into our heads? sheesh
**Have you ever eaten crayons? why not? aren't they non-toxic?
aargh